Brain Purge

This is what happens when you can't take the pressure of your thoughts any more.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

morning, morning

So Day 2 of official unemployment begins... groggy, weak and achy. House-sitting and sleeping on my friend's couch hasn't helped my fibro much, but I'm trying to stay active and get moving. First order of business today, figure out what the exercise du jour will be. It comes down to going to the gym to go swimming, firing up the ole road bike and heading on a 16 mile round trip ride to pick up a book I had delivered to the wrong library, or going on a geocaching hike into the mountains and hopefully not getting too lost or receiving a healthy dose of poison ivy. Sun's breaking through finally so with any luck the cool clouds will be gone by the time I want to leave the house again. What to do what to do? Must do SOMETHING, so I can avoid stressing (more) over the fact that one of the first guys I actually wanted to talk to on match.com hasn't written back since Sunday. I don't know why, but just seeing his profile and something clicked. I know it's stupid, but it was a little lightbulb that went on and I thought, him. I can't decide if the little obstacles life is throwing in my way where this person is concerned (deciding to deactivate my account just as I wanted to email him) are signs of 'back away, not today' or forcing my hand to be more aggressive and accept the challenge. I hate to chase, but I will if i have to. But on the other hand, I can't think I'm misinterpreting his email. Can I? It was breezy and fun, and I wanted to know more. But nothing for 2 days. Thanks match.com for reminding me when I emailed him! How evil is it that they charge you extra to sign up for the "was my email read?" option? If you'd like peace of mind and knowing that they read your email but just are too lazy to respond and tell you no way, here's the option for you! Fuck all.

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