monday monday, redux

So I am truly trying to be a better person today. Believe and achieving and all that bird poop. I don't think I could go on much longer with my oh-too-sassy attitude. Of course I probably won't be abandoning my "I can't believe this show" attitude, but we've all got to start somewhere. So today, I will be pleasant, accomodating, and helpful today. I will agree to tasks with a smile and try NOT to be a raving bitch when asked to do something.

That said, it's a beautiful crystal clear day and I wish I were anywhere but here at work, but Hi-Ho-Hi-Ho, and all that good stuff. Email from the guy last night, asking about getting together soon. I hope it works out. I finally watched 'Stranger Than Fiction' the other night per his recommendation (seems to be his favorite movie of late, his whole profile is based around it) and I can't decide if I would have truly loved the part where Will Ferrell brings Ana Pasqual the 'flours' if it not been for him liking the movie so much. I mean I thought it was kinda adorable, and Will Ferrell totally pulled off the moment, but would I have hated it if I were in an evil bitchy love totally sucks mood? (In difference to the "world sucks and I hate people" mood that I have been in for weeks now) I'm trying to be objective about the whole thing, especially because I have always said I would try not to fall victim to the 'cute boy syndrome' (liking something merely because you want someone to like you or liking something just by association) I mean is it really twee if I make him sugar cookies and bring them with me when I meet him? Is that too much? Or is it just right? Fuck, I wish I had some idea how to do this.